Surviving Cindy

Gamer, Swiftie, and pet mom to my support dog Bozworth. Author of best seller, award winning book, Born Under the Gaslight. available now on Amazon!

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Thank you all for supporting this project. Writing my memoir of living with BPD was terrifying. I was scared of telling my story of abuse.
The amount of support I have received by others, saying how I inspired them...made it all worth it. You all move my soul with your kindness.

[NewInBooks @NewInBooks]

"If you read one book this year let it be this one!" Born Under The Gaslight is the powerful new memoir from author Cindy Collins. You can start reading it now for only $3.99 or Free on Kindle Unlimited! https://t.co/QLHaIPM9kY #memoir #books #amreading

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

🫶🫶🫶

[m. @glosslovie]

every swiftie today:

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

🫶👰‍♀️🤵‍♂️🫶

[MSG @TheGarden]

it’s a love story

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Taylor and Travis making Meredith, Olivia & Benjamin Proud. 🫶🐈
@taylornation13
#TayWedding

[ASPCA @ASPCA]

🧡Thank you, Taylor and Travis🧡We’re deeply grateful to @taylorswift13 and @tkelce for their generous donation to the ASPCA as a part of their latest charitable giving announcement. Learn how you can make a difference at https://t.co/zoJ9JF5Dtb

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Pillow case arrived today! Thanks @InsertCoinTees for helping in creating a cozy gaming environment. 🥰 #REBHFun
#ResidentEvil

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

That 1989 cooler bag is so cute! 🥰 🫶

[Taylor Nation @taylornation13]

Whether you’re spending your summer on the land, the sea or the sky, the #TSSummerCollection is the vibe. ☀️ Shop while supplies last at https://t.co/ZSGtuHSAkb

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

A whovian pride shirt?! I have never added anything to cart so fast!! 🥰🏳️‍🌈

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

I’m really enjoying writing my next book. Excited that it’s coming together! 🥰

[Madonna @Madonna]

Come on, Meet me on the Dance Floor. Confessions II - The Film— is streaming now, exclusively on @YouTube

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Benedict?! This is so great!! 🥰

[🪩🪩🪩 @limecrime18]

@Madonna @YouTube THANK YOUUU 🤍🤍🤍

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Well said 👏 👏👏

[Jean Hatchet @JeanHatchet]

Madonna has always danced and dressed to shock. She has always pushed boundaries.

Then she got old.

Some men can’t handle Madonna continuing to Madonna whilst getting older. So they use words like “slutty” - to describe a fully clothed woman wearing a Dolce and Gabbana corset and tights.

What these men reveal is that they think a woman should make herself invisible as she ages. Because for these men - a woman being sexually attractive to THEM is what gives HER validity.

They will probably happily consume porn where the women are selected to appear to be underage and see nothing wrong with that because “she chooses to do it” and they can ignore the sexual exploitation of the women they participate in. They perceive “ownership” of these women the moment they click on their screens and these women must behave according to the rules men hold in their minds about women being hairless, wrinkle-free, submissive and sexually complaint.

These men do not measure themselves on the same scale or to the same standards as the women they judge. They can be obese, balding and in their fifties, masturbating to horrendous porn scenarios involving young girls gang raped - but a woman who has “crossed over” into a middle-age wilderness where they no longer wish to use her for their sexual fantasies should disappear from their view.

These men are afraid of older women. They hate them. They particularly hate the ones who insist on being seen. Because women getting older are a challenge to the porn set woman who the men feel they can scroll through, use and discard until the next time. By contrast a woman with wrinkles and aching joints is real - she might say no. She might say “fuck off and tidy yourself up you flatulent potato”.

These men believe that in real life they shouldn’t have to encounter an “ugly” female body with sagging skin and cellulite. They themselves may be balding, their arses are sagging and their bellies hang to their knees but they still believe they operate in an attractiveness economy where their dollars double in comparison to a woman of the same age. They can trade for a woman ten years younger.

So when a Madonna steps forward and carries on doing what she has always done it’s a bit annoying. She isn’t turning them on sexually so how dare she act in a sexual way?! They didn’t summon her and they can’t control her.

The fragility of these men is laughable. Madonna is clearly not fragile - she will perform as long as she can. She loves music and fashion. She’s doing what she thinks she can to maintain her brand. She has always been creative. I enjoyed watching her slightly unravel each day during Covid. She doesn’t know how NOT to be a performer.

I hope Madonna keeps running a little wild and unravelling into later life with abandon. It’s gloriously generous of her to get on stage and show us. She’s like a later life Mustang that men like these can’t throw a rope round. Good for her that she is.

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Beyond cute! 🥰🫶

[Taylor Nation @taylornation13]

All we said was... The "I Knew It, I Knew You" Music Video is out now! ☁️ Watch on @Spotify and @AppleMusic. https://t.co/WNVuXUvXU5

See Disney and Pixar’s Toy Story 5 in theaters June 19.

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Let’s goooo!!! #REBHFun

[Resident Evil @RE_Games]

The story so far:

3 months after the Raccoon City disaster, Claire Redfield is captured by Umbrella while in search of her brother Chris, and taken to the remote Rockfort Island, where she must make a desperate attempt to escape a living hellscape of survival horror.

#REVeronica #ResidentEvilVeronica

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

🤠🫶

[Spotify @Spotify]

On June 5th, 2026, Taylor Swift’s “I Knew It, I Knew You” became the most-streamed country song in a single day by a female artist in Spotify history.

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Finally!!! #REBHFun

[Resident Evil @RE_Games]

Survive the deranged terror. Resident Evil Veronica reanimates in 2027 on PlayStation 5, Xbox Series X|S, Steam, and Nintendo Switch 2.

#REVeronica #ResidentEvilVeronica

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

👑 Happy Pride! 🏳️‍🌈

[blue is CONFESSING 🪩 @mdnaburns]

Madonna paying homage to the LGBTQ+ protestors that fought and paved the way for queer kids today- this is what real solidarity looks like.🥹

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

LOVE!!! 🤠🫶#IKnewItIKnewYou

[Taylor Nation @taylornation13]

Love has ways of bringing things back to life. ☁️ Taylor's original song #IKnewItIKnewYou is out now! Disney and @Pixar’s @ToyStory 5 in theaters June 19. https://t.co/yaF2Vw1NJb

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Love! 😍
#REBHFun

[Resident Evil @RE_Games]

Terrifying but cute. Our Resident Evil 30th Anniversary x @BABYMETAL_JAPAN collaboration items are now available to pre-order! Check the link below for more details.

🌿https://t.co/PTiEe29sQS

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

Never bet against a swiftie. ☁️ 🫶

[☆ ☾ tt ☽ ☆ 🌿 @shrobbit_]

@taylornation13 @toystory @Pixar I KNEW WE WERE RIGHTTTTTT SWIFTIES NEVER LOSE ☁️☁️☁️

@taylornation13 #taylorswift #toystory5

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

All three secured! She is going for her EGOT. Remember when she copyrighted Female Rage the Musical? If this song wins, we are going to broadway next!!! 🫶
#IKnewItIKnewYou
@taylornation13

[Surviving Cindy @BPDCindy]

@Ro_z1e 4 to start my villain arc, bitter that the seat next to Leon is taken. 😆