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They/She
(VERY) Amateur generalist gamedev
Code Lyoko fan
Terminal Proletarian
So Far Nameless Name Collector
PFP by me
#blm#FreePalestine#SupportUkraine
hey so remember when i rhetorically asked who was gonna stop me? well, the site i used went down while i was in the middle of episode 3, around 28 hours ago now. its still down. my hubris has become my undoing.
hey so remember when i rhetorically asked who was gonna stop me? well, the site i used went down while i was in the middle of episode 3, around 28 hours ago now. its still down. my hubris has become my undoing.
i rewatched the entirety of owl house (yes, even the first 8-ish episodes, the all-tropes-max-cringe% speedrun to get them out of the way) over the last 2 days and dammit i might just do it again. whos gonna stop me? i certainly wont.
shes got a perfect mix of soft and loud design ideas! her high-contrast two-tone hair, bright yellow pupils, ripped jeans, and rugged boots contrast wonderfully against her fluffy hair, simple sweatshirt, soft face, and slightly strained voice! the ideal scrungly little weirdo!
you ever stay caught up on a show for a year or two like a normal functioning person who likes current media and then you get one (1) update after a long wait only to hear that theres gonna be ANOTHER wait before the NEXT update and immediately get thrown into hyperfocus mode.
i hope its clear that im not up to anything drastic, im just sad and mad and felt the need to say so, vague and unhelpful though that might be. cant fall asleep with a head so full of bees, yknow
love me some up-too-late identity crisis.
the contrast between who i have been, who i want to be, and who i can be has almost completely obscured who i am.
not the one in my dreamt reflections, not the one those around me knew, not the one i sometimes dress up as.
so then, who?
ive been without a good name for far too long. ive been without reasonable hope for far too long. ive been without a healthy outlet for far too long. im tired. i want good things done but i cant bring myself to do them. ive practically given up, circling the drain here as i do.