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#1 Cannibalistic Whore !!!
I'm a sucker for dorks.
Rec some books & manhwas thanks

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

if there was a god in this world, i hope you bring my long awaited death earlier than expected, so i no longer burden the people in my life.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

i wish i could change for the better. god damnit im so disappointed and angry at myself for being the way i am.

i wish i can reach out to someone for support but i cant. I cant bring myself to talk to anyone. why is living so fucking hard, why cant i just so better for gods sake

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

Since when the fuck did I grow cold towards the people I care for. Was it because I didn’t want to bother anyone? Or I grew out of my unhealthy lifestyle of looking at a screen 24/7 just to talk to my friends? Either way, I stopped talking to them and now idk what to do.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

How the tables have turned. I guess they were right when the abused becomes the abuser. What the fuck is wrong with me man.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

Who do I even turn to? What can I even do to fix this? I know I have people by my side but I’ve grown so distant and hesitant that it feels foreign to ask for help. No one even knows the details in my life atp because I stopped sharing, I stopped caring. I stopped loving people.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

I FINALLY FIXED MY ACCOUNT WOOOOO

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

@SupportRequests #0392499450

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

yall i forgot my password on this acc and i only have access to this on my phone and nowhere else pls send help 😭

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

Man ⚰️

I’m terribly ashamed of myself. I don’t know what to do anymore. I know I need to redeem myself but the shame’s just forcing me to believe that the best course of action would be to leave. But I can’t. I don’t want to. I want to be better, but god, I hate myself so much.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

i dont even feel like reaching out to anyone atp. ill just live my life all alone and sad and no one can do anything about it. thats just how i am. forever fucking miserable because i chose to be this way. god. im really fucking worthless

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

im act gonna kms w how fucking stupid and angry i am i swear. atp why did i even date him when ik he doesnt deserve someone so fucking shitty like me. i feel like such a horrible person who just disappoints everyone around them atp. fucks sake

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

istg one day im gonna fucking crash out and quit my job cuz what the actual fuck is wrong with these people.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

just reject me and we can move on. im done with myself

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

PUTANGINAAAA. were literally on spotify jam right now and kinikilig nanaman ako putangina ano ba nangyayare sakin hahdjsnsisnd i know its all platonic, kahit naglalandian tau alam kong nagbibiro ka lang eh. ahaha… ik this shts all platonic pero umaasa pa rin ako tangina tlaga.

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

ito ang unang beses na nalilito ako sa sitwasyon ko, parang feeling ko nabiktima ako sa modern romance. pero putangina ano ba magagawa ko. sobrang desperado lang ba ako na may tunay na magmamahal sakin? baka nga. pero, ah di ko tlaga alam haha

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

takot ba ako? takot na baka di rin pala parehas nararamdaman mo sakin? takot ba ako na masisira relasyon natin eh kakastart lang natin maging magkaibigan. ano ba tayo? Kaibigan lang ba talaga or magka-ibigan. putangina naghuhugot na lang ata ako dito eh

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

not like theres anything between us. but why cant i send a simple “i miss you” text

[Ianε_nøtf0und @BriXena3]

tangina ang pathetic ko eh. I admit, gusto kita. I’m not sure kung platonic or romantic ba pero alam kong makakatulog ako kapag katabi kita sa bus. Alam kong iiyak ako if niyakap moko. tangina talaga bat di ko kayang ipakita kung ano ba nararamdaman ko