depression has made me so boring & colorless & Uninteresting no one wants to be around me bc i have such Bad energy & i keep isolating myself bc i Know they know & i can see the Bad painted all over my face everytime i look in the mirror im so alone & itβs all my fault
oh no i feel bad. think im gonna isolate myself and ghost the few ppl who reach out to me and decompose in my bed and neglect my health and sleep my life away and mindlessly consume media so i dont have the capacity to think and feel. this will Surely make me feel better