Brownskinboy

Definately a rant account. Otherwise, you all stalk me and then cancel me

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Never tell a girl your life story, rather be a player than be played with. All I want is a stable fucking happy relationship, and all she wanted was like marriage and to control me, and like babies from me

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Yesterday was hectic night for me. It was like I opened my emotional drain, and let all that sadness just go through me. I cried a fucking lot. Definitely, should not do weed man. Also, that was good for me, I think, as I got it out of my system, like a bad nightmare.

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Cause, this is the 1st time I ever made a girl cry. Before this, I made a girl cry too, but that girl too broke my heart, as she choose another guy, than me. Anyways that's another story. Fuck girls man, all they do is play with your heart, and earn your trust and backstab you

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Fuck had been crying continuesly for past hour or so. I hate this. I need to talk with my mental health practitioner tomorrow. I need help to get out of this phase, I have lots of important things in life to do

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

1 thing, I know is that I cannot die at all right now. I will tell you when I will die, just wait for few years. That person was amazing for listening to me. I am sorry, I need to hug you man.

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Deep breathing and Eminem music (Not afraid) is the key. I will remember that for next time. Please God 🙏🙏🙏

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Man, I fucking hate my depression. Fuckkkkkkkk
I want to cry, but can't. I feel insecure, and unworthy of love, but I love others and trust others easily a lot. I don't hate that me and her broke up, but I hate that I trusted her. And I hate, that she knows the secret of my life.

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Fuck, it works. And I had to tell that guy everything in my life. I am sorry, for wasting your time, I am gonna go bye

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Tum me se adhe logo ke aese zindgi hogi hai, ke friday night, tum apne coworker ko bol rhe ho, ke let's plan something for the weekend. Like awkk, I wanna puke man. Fuck off, I am gonna go enjoy my life fam

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Going through a depressive episode rn, wish i could turn the table

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Bc cheesy liney marte ho

[Brownskinboy @Brownskinboy14]

Bc, abb koi bnda pyar ke bate kre na. Bc mene thapar marna jake, maa ke ankh uski. Fuck off