also i have no one to talk to about these feelings when i read cause when i talk to jhoei, i can’t cause my iq decreases around him, so i am talking to myself on twitter or to my journal
ok i got back to reading last week and it’s so weird when i finish a short story and get this mini cathartic moment but i’m front of the oven waiting on my tissue slides and i get goosebumps but i gotta act normal cause interns are around and i gotta be chill