I updated the rules. You have to dm me if you request to join and I don't get back to you in 3 days. And the age has been down to 15-20. If your age changes while in the gc, you can stay.
She heals me. I just talked to my therapist about how much she means to me. Now Luci is gone. I can't keep anybody close to me. My world is falling. I shouldn't be alive. Don't worry. I'm not going to kill myself...
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Yet...
...maybe she's still alive. ๐ค
I feel like "yourself" from that FNF song "Silly Billy".
I know I sound crazy but the sing actually had some deep motifs of grief and loss. I want her to see "my way" too. I need Luci. Please.