leighton being like "i canโt be seen with someone significantly younger than me because people will talk" while avery literally picks pc up from school with a HELICOPTER is killing me.
every time i try to be social and make friends all it does is make me upset and hyper aware of how alienated i am because im incapable of normal human emotions.
i just feel like im preforming normality and aware of how badly i lack what everyone else has naturally.
for someone who doesn't care for social activity i sure be fixated on the idea everyone secretly hates me and thinks im fucking annoying. inside me there are two wolves... one is anti social and one craves friendship... i kill them both ๐งโโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐