theres like a sweet spot where it doesnt make me Insane but if i smoke too much and have any amount of anxiety or Pain (AKA 99% of the time) i cant not fixate on that,,, weh
Want your transition to fail? Simply do nothing. Be a stranger to exercise and hygiene. Be sure to make the acts of wishing and dreaming into your fondest hobbies. Make friends with others who do the same. Never strive, never learn, and absolutely never, ever try. Good luck!