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The Whereabouts of Light.

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No it's not self harm or anything harmful

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I'm about to do something I'll either regret or be proud of

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the urge to cut people off because you have gotten too depressed and you cant let them see you like this

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The idea that I don't even know if I want to spend my life with someone forever haunts me

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Genuinely something feels incredibly off

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I want those thoughts to end

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I live to punish myself.

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I live to overthink

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I forgot how much I fucking hate my birthdays

Every year that passes angers me more

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ok I feel a little better LMAO

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now I wait

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oh its so ggs
i played my cards wrong and I shall get punished

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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck im so fucked bro cause I KNOW how its gonna go but maybe its a good thing

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i need to let my feelings go NOW

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yo my feelings for someone spiraled and I got lightheaded

oooooh im so FUCKED

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i miss some stuff but not everything stays the same sadly

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Thinking about how the people who once loved me lose interest and slowly disappear

ESPECIALLY close people.

You may be gone but your shadow still remains.

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being an overthinker isnt it chat dont let it get to you

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I'm genuinely surprised how joyful and happy I can be despite all the shit that's going on around me and shit happening TO me