It's only gonna get worse as she gets bigger. Less time and incentive to pretend to love and care about every person. Been happening already, shes detached herself from that act more and more. She has zero fucking empathy or understanding or forgiveness for my most basic feelings
I sent her one email, something others like john openly admitted to doing as well, and she turns on me and treats me less than human over it. And gaslights everyone into thinking I was "lashing out". Manipulated me into obsession for almost two years. Actually disgusting person.
Meanwhile touristy cunts like Forest Faggot and his mini me cocksleeve Somnium get unbanned cause they give her a lot of money and sucked off the mods. They break rules and do nothing but cause petty trouble arrogant nobodies, but they're profitable right? All she cares about.
I think I could count on one hand the number of times I've genuinely laughed in the last like six months and that's one of the most depressing realizations I've ever had.
Having more freedom and flexibility in my day to day schedule back is nice, but at the same time it makes everything feel so hollow and purposeless again.