Nea Jervis Battilega

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Found out the other day i lost 17lbs since i last measured in may. Its conflicting to see my ribs and the dip in my stomach. I'm proud, then horrified, then happy for being horrified.
I try not to think about it.
I hate that the assaults affected me so much.

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

@kingbreb Umby is very good at just, leaving. It really put things into perspective

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

i want the cat to lay on me, i really do.
but it is 87 degrees and i am spreading my body as far out as possible in front of this slight breeze because i have sweat so much i might actully be melting

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

@kingbreb God speed, i hope it ends fast

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

i know danny said i can interrupt his gaming when i need to talk, but damn it is discouraging when i try and he straight up ignores me

Also yes i know i am a needy bitch, but i warned him so

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

@kingbreb Man i need to get back over there so this could happen

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Problems with realising your an introvert:
Wanting to dye my hair with someone, and realising i have to do it by myself because i dont actully hang out with anyone anymore

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Schizotypal personality disorder seems to be a good answer to most of my issues, and would explain the people-ing issue along with the depression
Hopefully i can get a psychiatrist to confirm what particular brand of brain worms i have and then get treatment for it soon

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Got my nurotesting results back to see whats wtong with my brain
Found out
People still think id be good at school
Have ptsd
Am an introvert
Have adhd like symptoms
Have schizotypal like symptoms
Terrible self worth
Not assertive
Inconclusive results
Maybe bipolar
Maybe depressed

[Amanda Palmer 🎹 @amandapalmer]

NO MEANS NO.

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

TRIGGER WARNING

I am so god damn tired of being sexually harrased/assaulted
My aesthetic is a small fem, but that doesnt give anyone the right to touch me
I wish there was a way to get it through peoples head

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

How does twitter have an add for the one hot sauce i like, when i cant even remember the name of it?

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

In the last 2 hours 3 hot dads with babys came into get coffee and its like the universe wants me over analyse that im a day late

[jaboukie @jaboukie]

brendan urie came out as pan and it only makes sense. a hetero could not have made a fever you can’t sweat out, it’s just not realistic

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

My life story in 28 words

I was going to get up early to do the work i put off, but then i got sad so I'm still in bed and only getting sader

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Sprained my wrist today, good thing im going to the storage unit tomorrow! I can grab my old brace!
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Im lying, that 10x10 is Packed and i am not looking forward to emptying every box in the hallway of the v nice storage peoples storing place
#extraspacestorage

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

@Frackerdoodle I got over my drinking problem by having Fancy Juice Drinks (moctails if you wanna be like that).
My roommate tried alot of nonalcoholic beer when he quit and found none of them worked for him. cherry soda water scratches his itch
Good luck though!!

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Im trying to get over the brain worms and help people in need. Too many times ive seen vulnerable people in possibly bad situations and done nothing.
I felt extreem guilt every time.
Now is the time to make a change. Even if it isnt Big, little actions count too.

[Nea Jervis Battilega @CaptinZombie]

Taking the bus again, got to help two groups of people find their way before creepers honed in. It was real hard due to anxiety, but knowing that theyre going to be a little more informed and safer made me get over all of it.