For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate ME from the love of God.
What you need might not come from you trying or working harder. It just might be on the other side of you admitting your neediness and asking for help.
God, I realize that the fruit of knowledge is often an increase in desire. And unharnessed desire can be destructive. So, I ask you to manifest the fruit of Your Spirit within me - namely, self-control.