Doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home. It changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe thats the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving. Its what pushes us.
I learned today that kahit anong ayos mo sa lahat masisira at masisira pa rin. Sometimes you just need to let it go even if it hurts because it is better that way.