ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ

#RP #Tolkienverse Roleplay Maedhros Son of Fëanor || SEMI canon || Gay Noldor

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴍᴀɪᴛɪᴍᴏ ʀᴜꜱꜱᴀɴᴅᴏʟ

» Son of Fëanor - House of Finwë
» Pride High Noldor
» No right Hand
» Super gay
» No Silmarils, no peace

RP:

- Semi canon (please, no drama w that)
- Ship only Russingon
- English and Spanish
- Angst, Humor and little Smut

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He shook his head again, puffing.

"You are not a stupid kid, Elros. I did not mean that".

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

elros opens his mouth , but then he closes it again , not really sure what to say .

" don't say that ... i want to be equal with both of you , not be a stupid kid in your eyes . "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He couldn't help but stray at Káno's response.

"Petty... For the Silmarils... Or the twings?"

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

Kanafinwë gives a hum in response, eyes closing for a moment.

" Hm... that makes sense I suppose. For me, most of what I feel is simple bitterness. It is petty, more so than anything else.

But for your question, no I do not think that is the same... "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

Nelyafinwë would accept the rejection of the world. That seems fair. But Káno deserves love, not loneliness...

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"To be honest, if it wasn't for the twins I wouldn't give a shit about peace." he said harshly.

"About Eärendil... I don't hate him that much, actually. But I hate his wife with fervor, so isn't that the same thing?"

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

" After all this time, you think that only now..?

I am angry too...
Rightfully so, I think. But we should also hold peace, for the twins.

If anything, I am sure that Elwing and her husband have different perspectives... "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

Elros's response doesn't surprise him, but it does sting a bit.

"He may not be your father, you may not see him that way" wishpered, "but you are his kid. You and Elrond"

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

" i'm not / his / kid ! "

he quickly protests , both hands on his hips .

" ... you know that better than anyone else . "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

His laugh was dry and painful.

"I think we are the antagonists, Kano. But I'm still mad at Eärendil and Elwing. Actually what do you think? Peace or resentment?"

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

" Eärendil is here-?

Has he done something to earn said kindness. Or better yet, did either of you do something to not have peace? "

Makalaurë in turn leans his head upon his brother's, taking a deep breath.

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

@ShieldmaidenE_ "Aiye! Who are you?"

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"I guess I would like to know your opinion. We are in the same ship"

He sighed and laid his head on Káno's shoulder.

"According to Lómion, I should be kinder to Eärendil... despite everything that happened. Leave the past behind."

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

“ Oh? Would you like to talk about it? “

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He couldn't help but laugh. Peredhel always make him feel less old.

"He already knows, trust me. But you are his kid, so..."

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

his eyes sparkle , and a confident smile spreads over his face .

" do you really think so .ᐣ.ᐣ oh i wish kano would hear you say that ! "

[silmarillion quotes bot @silmarillionbot]

Even in the darkness of the deepest treasury the Silmarils of their own radiance shone like the stars of Varda; and yet, as were they indeed living things, they rejoiced in light and received it and gave it back in hues more marvellous than before.

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"Well..."

He considered it for a moment.

"A conversation I had with Irissë's son about Eärendil has been keeping me up at night."

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

“ Exhausted. “
He provides, eyes narrowing upon his brother.

“ You may not pass out, but I still worry for your well being. Is there anything I can do to help? “

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"You definitely will be"

There is pride in his voice, care in his eyes.

"Although I would say that you are already as skilled and intelligent as I am. I bet you'll beat me on that too"

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

" i'm not going to become as tall as you are , though . "

elros snickers and tilts his head to the side , a smug grin now on his face .

" but maybe i am going to become just as strong . "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"I'm not going to pass out, Káno, I'm just... Hmm... What's next after tired"

He snorted, choked, and shook his head.

"I shouldn't reminisce now."

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

“ Oh please… you always did wonderfully. It is true it took a little more for them to find rest though, but there was no fault in you for that. “

A slight frown forms at his lips..

“ Maitimo… do you need a seat-? “
He asks, looking around for the nearest bench.

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He placed a hand on his head.

"I think so, you can still grow a little more. I think you will"

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

elros huffs , blushing in embarrassment .

" i'm still growing !!!

.... or at least i hope so ... "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

"Ammë was desperate with the twins and I was terrified. They were the first siblings that I couldn't take good care of... But your singing always relaxed them"

Sigh.

"I couldn't have done it without you... I can't"

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

Unlikely…

“ Do not worry too much, brother, singing is the least I could do for you. “

Kanafinwë smiles a little wider at the fond memories which are brought to him. “ Yes I remember. They were fun to make. “

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

The elf smiled. He tried to avoid it but couldn't.

"That explains your height, yonya"

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

KICKS a pebble .

" i hate milk ... "

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

Drink enough milk.

[ƙ𝖎𝖓𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧 . @numenorsfirst]

what does one have to do to get recognized as a grown man in this household

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

Objectively speaking, Elros is a grown man. But for an elf who had to raise all of his siblings... he can't recognize the growth of his children.

[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He sighed heavily. Were either of them ever alright?

"It becomes difficult to sleep." He admitted. "I'm sorry, it's selfish to depend on your singing... but sometimes it's the only thing that gives me rest. Do you remember when you made lullabies for Ambarussa?"

[𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆̈ @MaglorTheNoldo]

Cold eyes inspect his big brothers smile, but he does not comment on it. The corners of his lips turning upwards as his hand is held.

“ I have not, no… I find my inspiration lacking. Though I have tried, briefly. “

He hums to himself, thinking before asking;

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[ɴᴇʟʏᴀꜰɪɴᴡᴇ ᴿᴾ @CarrieLeeSW]

He calls them that affectionately.