To my future self, donโt get upset with others about something that seems so simple to you. You down play your skills and knowledge. Yes, given the same environment they probably can do it as well or better than you but just think itโs ok. They have their own skills and talents.
The local librarian with pez nez. Also the same year you summed enough courage to talk to everyone on a leadership camp and met a friend for life. Look at you, how far you have gone. To anyone that is reading this, you can work on your weak points.
To my past self, it took me a whole week to write this because it hurt. Iโm proud of you, the 14 yr old that couldnโt ring a place if they had answering machine (I would hang up). The 16 yr old volunteering at the local library and found that the stammering got really bad with
A note to future self. Donโt buy all the stuff. Go in that trip, treat yourself to that ice cream, buy yourself flowers. The physical stuff you buy has almost the same lifespan and costs you more.