I’ve never been more thankful for a guy so unbelievably understanding and caring.. and just so beyond loving that I genuinely feel so safe and cared for .. for once. <3
Between being there for me when i’m sick whether it’s at con or even back at home 12 hours away from one another.
Supporting me throughout every life journey of mine whether it’s transitioning, finding myself & many other huge things.
Never leaving my side regardless of the situation … even serious ones revolving around our nsfw personal lives.
Introducing me to his family soon, his mother referring me to my preferred name, being beyond caring and appreciative of me. I feel approved of and finally loved and accepted in a family even just being myself and not faking a personality or sona just to fit in. I can be myself comfortably and proudly and still get the benefit of being family to my own boyfriend’s family.
A guy I can joke around with and goof off with at endless times of the day and night.
My own family approving him and loving him equally, saying he’s a sweetheart, that he’s the one and small things like that feels like such a reward too after all my messy relationships over these last several years.
I’m so grateful to have come across you, talked to you and met you amongst this large community. I’m glad my heart belongs to you and I want it to forever stay that way because I love you more than a simple ‘ I love you ‘ could ever explain. I love you never feels enough for how much I genuinely do CARE about you.
You’re my entire world and much more.
Nearly a month in with you and it already feels like a place i’ve called home for years. To many more months, years and decades with you, my sweet boy.
I love you.
LONG ASS RANT ABOUT /vivelerevenant & /puptrixie ( ichiwagon) AHEAD 🤷🏻♂️🤷🏻♂️
talking about me like 2-3 months later but also a month after I moved on… and trying to win pity and sympathy + support from my friend is so funny to me when she don’t even gaf about you either. How do you go from trying to get in her pants ( which you fumbled LMFAOO ) to “ my ex.. “ “ Silas “ ( which I also don’t go by Silas anymore since you still stalk my profile you should notice that! ) .. but also mentioning me and my bf is outrageous when I told you and ichi both to stop mentioning me and move tf on.
I’m tired of my friends reaching out to me saying “ squeaks did this / said this “ “ Ichi posted this “ .. yes i’m yalls ex but i have kindly asked BOTH of you to stop using my name or even TWEET about me.
Another hot take: i’m tired of seeing SOME of my moots flirt with both of them ( i have already blocked a few! ) Tony has pedo allegations and is overall a fucking creep imo .. many others have AGREED with my statement.. Ichi misgendered me in a tweet whenever he was pissed because I didn’t choose him over my partner after I told him I didn’t see me and him working out again nor did I want to continue things with him. Resulted into getting blocked, hateful tweets & me getting death threats from some of his followers!
Again, i’m beyond fucking tired of all of this shit. Stop trying to win sympathy and respect from people i’m close with, stop talking about me, stop STALKING me and my bf’s account & MOVE THE FUCK ON.
I’m literally beyond uncomfortable atp that my account is being stalked even after BOTH of them have blocked me.. it’s to the point of me privating my account.
Also saying we don’t have bad blood is beyond bullshit but you also don’t speak for me. I do not want to speak to either of you two ever again, never want to hear about yall or even SEE either attempt to reach out to me.
I’m done after squeaks tried guilt tripping me into feeling bad for him being alone by saying he’s gonna die alone or even 💀 himself.
And i’m done with Ichi after the misgendering and hateful, childish behavior he did towards me for moving on.
I’m literally done & I had to speak out about this bullshit.
( photos below belong to Vraska .. thanks babes )