I’ve got this terrible thing where I constantly feel like people don’t want to be around me. Like people can literally invite me somewhere off their own back and the little voice in my head is like “they don’t actually want you to go”. Like how do you get rid of this pls 😐😐
I don’t get mad, I get distant. Bcoz I know their defense will be just as draining as the original disrespect that offended me in the first place. Most cases I'd rather just walk away than join the drama, or be manipulated by a fake apology that didn't come with changed behaviour
no suicidal shit but i randomly get into this mood where i just wanna disappear cause i feel so out of place. its like i smile and laugh with everyone but i feel empty at the same time.