Since Festa dinner is back. Throwback to 2018 dinner when BTS first got alcohol, got drunk started professing love to each other and turned into chaos, so on 2019 dinner staff didn't give them any alcohol 😭
writing fanfic is like a single line will send you down the rabbithole of 19th century men's pants and then when you come back to the wip with all the knowledge needed and then some you end up writing the same "then he took his pants off" line anyway
Poll below ⬇️
GUYS I need to help picking dice to go with my Pathfinder (like DnD) character, who is named Cooky and based on JK. He is a boxing bunny 🐇
I told my therapist, "I feel safest when I do everything alone." She didn't even ask why. She just said:
"That's not independence. That's grief." And I swear, I felt something in me break open. Because it is grief, isn't it? Grief for every time you asked for help and no one showed up. Grief for being the child who had to hold it all together while everyone else fell apart. Grief for realizing, way too young, that no one was ever really coming to save you. You didn't choose to be strong you had to be. Because breaking wasn't safe. Crying didn't change anything. And needing people only led to disappointment, guilt, or punishment. So you grew up over-prepared. You move through life with backup plans for your backup plans. You, double check doors, messages, emotions-everything. You carry the weight of "I'll handle it" even when you're breaking inside. People call you "independent," but they don't see the version of you who secretly wants to collapse in someone's arms and actually be caught this time.