I'll probably delete later...
I try to keep the vibes positive on my page and when I stream, but since I go long periods without streaming, I owe you at least some kind of explanation.
I've been in a constant struggle with my mental health for a very long time, it's gotten worse and worse over the years. I find myself being more incapable of dealing with it the more time passes.
It has been difficult to act on helping myself because the last time I did, the doctor basically sent me home and told me to fix my life first.
I tend to self-isolate and back away from any form of social contact because I fear getting hurt or being a bother to others, like people are probably better off without me there.
I can't stand being vulnerable and opening up in front of people, I tend to keep my walls up because it feels like people won't take me seriously when I talk about it, or that people who are struggling with something similar tend to view my content as a form of escape and I don't want to bring that back to them.
but man does it suck to be alive
If anyone sees this please consider helping out. They are an incredible artist and should be shown to the world more.
I understand the frustration but can’t imagine what they are going through. Everyone deserves the opportunity to succeed in life not just survive.
FUCK CANCER
I did art & rigging for @ironmouse's 2026 streaming anniversary Live2D model ✨
It's something I look forward to every year!
🩷💜Happy 9th anniversary Mousey!!💜🩷
Reminder: The Ironmouse Sprite is set to be re-enabled in Fortnite tomorrow! (Same day as her debut anniversary)
If you already collected/mastered the Ironmouse sprite before she was vaulted, she'll have the same progress that you had before the sprite was vaulted.