Is it selfish to want to matter? I get awkward with praise and compliments, but I still crave the feeling of being "special" to the people in my life. I just want to know I actually make a difference.
You know it sucks, not believing in love anymore. Believing everything someone else tells you the name they call you. Having the trauma response, a feeling like you're nothing. When you try so hard to be positive and to do better.But you're sit there,and you question everythin
ignorant!!
That's what you think of me. That's why I always feel like you treats me like a child. I feel like you give everyone else respect you don't talk to them like the way you talk to me.
Let's say if you met me today and instead of in the past. Would you even like me? Would you even look my way, personally I don't even think you would. I'm not your type,
The way I talk the way I look the way I think nothing would catch your eye.