This happened to me for years. What fixed it was moving the deciding to the night before, when I'm tired enough to be honest about what I'll actually do.
“Shes a very outdoorsy girl, loves cats, and her favorite band is The Marias.” I honestly didn't know too much about her but she did seem like a very sweet girl.
Ever since I was a kid, I didn’t really have any dreams. I made some small goals and accomplished them, but now I’m just tired of this repetitive life.