Now that today is almost over with I've got less than 4 days left till my miserable birthday the reason I say miserable birthday is because it's my first birthday without my daddy being with me REST IN PARADISE DADDY
Well people keep asking me how I'm doing so I lie & tell them I'm okay even though I'm really not okay. I just tell them that so I don't have to talk to them about it & I don't have to show emotions. & I can move on with my day.
2020 has been the worst year I've dealt with. I've dealt with 3 deaths in less then 6 months apart a cousin on my dads side who is younger than me who had a stroke in the brain stem which almost killed him & my dad in the hospital now. REST IN PARADISE
I guess 2020 isn't the year for me. June I lose my brother October I lose my brother's 10 week old son & yesterday I lose my childhood friend adopted BIG brother that I had met when I was 5 years old