Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*)

#shedtwt ☆ new here ☆ 17
cw: 43.2kg lw: 43kg gw: 43kg ugw: 38kg (166cm)
☆ styros
Love Chuuya sm, please don’t report, just block :3
Stay safe, pro recovery ^•^

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

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Intro
Very new to shedtwt please be nice :3
⭐️Atsushi of #shedtwt !
⭐️they/them
⭐️BSD, NINAH, Mouthwashing, House MD fan
⭐️styro lover ;3
⭐️gw: 43kg
#shtwt #edtwt #suicide twt (passively suicidal) #moothunt

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@miyatsukori Agh, honestly
It’s so hard to go down when you’re already underweight

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@miyatsukori Your ribcage is so small omg??

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@Qtx1w AHH I GET U SM!! I sleep and dream so rarely like wdym u have a dream every night and can retell it to everyone in the morning??

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@Qtx1w Aww

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@Sinnaholic Soukoku and Kunizai <3

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sometimes i really want someone to take care of me as my eating disorder gets only worse but i’ll never tell anyone ab this bs, no one has to deal w my issues

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@vrsxtle sw:50
cw:43
gw:43
ugw:38

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@Sinnaholic IKR

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being at my gw is making me go only more insane cuz now i gotta get to my ugw or i’ll be an ultimate failure

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@Sinnaholic One of the greatest animated shows i have ever seen has been Blue Eye Samurai, gorgeous story and art style!

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Estimated my plate was around 200cals, 250 max, but i’ve been starving so long it physically hurt my teeth and stomach while i ate. Purged it.

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Fuck my life, my whole family is gathered today and i literally cannot for the life of mine convince them to not feed me. I was hoping for a 100 hours. Guess i’ll just purge tho.

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

Fuck my life, my whole family is gathered today and i literally cannot for the life of mine convince them to not feed me. I was hoping for a 100 hours. Guess i’ll just purge tho.

[Atsushi of shedtwt (*^ω^*) @Clockworkmo]

@Qtx1w Maybe you get into a very passionate debate and start sweating so hard you loose some cals 🙂‍↕️

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@Sinnaholic Omg mine is so similar to yours, i used to find bugs around our yard and watch them just live their lives fo hours, watch how ants carry their food etc etc

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No cuz it is definitely dysmorphia, my jeans are so loose holy shit.

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@Qtx1w I think it entirely depends on your age sometimes

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@luxqyr67 Aa sadly no, other socials i have are mostly for family and private 🤷😞

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I honestly slept all day, now gotta speedrun doing homework, reaching my gw made me so happy it cured my inability to sleep hahah