Maybe someday the remainder of the fluid thatโs been stuck in my head since 2018 will finally drain. Maybe I wonโt be so mentally strained or confused. It would help if life would ease up a bit as I cannot effectively process all the heavy shit or recover from anything ๐ซค
In order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. Not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you. You cannot grow if you keep pretending you're innocent in the story you've created.