Adrian

It's time to work towards my goals

[Adrian @CnblueBeast]

2020 checklist:
- stable physical foundation
- financial stability via coaching
- better management: time, life, work

[Adrian @CnblueBeast]

I hate myself for being soft hearted

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Feel like strangling myself

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Kettle overboiled again… almost died

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Still could not bear to see you

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You know you are fked when a 15k base run gets you gasping for air

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12 days more

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This morning it dawned on me why I was feeling disconnect to this company… my colleagues don’t trust me… the decision I make is unreliable

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I might have some flaws in this job but I guess over here they don’t look at potential

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Covering another person portfolio plus inbox is really next level. And when one of the other colleagues is trying to add oil to fire

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At this Rate US is going… this is haywire

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What am I doing here at Aura

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Felt like I lost a part of myself when I’m not able to run

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@JAURES36172573 01

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I think my colleagues are at the brim… sat down to talk the SOP and planning. I think they had enough of my planning style. I also had a deeper understanding on how they work. Win win but surely going to be feedback and talk behind my back

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Don’t know was it a concidence that I broke up before this job… the rate I’m doing stuff… I think this would happen eventually

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A thought came to me: I am alone again this year. I thought after so long. I would be attached and able to confidently, happily sharing about my gf

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For memory sake.

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Week 2: let’s get it 💪

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A shitty feeling I never want to feel

[Adrian @CnblueBeast]

Somewhat expected a barely pass probation but ended up with extension