Cumming is so rare now, and I’ve learned I don’t need it. Her control, Her denial, that’s my reward. The rarity of release has shown me the depth of my submission.
I crave an orgasm so badly, but I’m so grateful She denies me. The ache keeps me tethered to Her will, a constant reminder of my devotion. I’m free in Her control. 🖤
The best part of serving a Goddess as a man is that I am no longer bound by the delusion that I deserve pussy. No, no my world revolves around denial, frustration, and service.
The beauty of findom is in the nothingness I get in return. The humiliation of being a paypig, of knowing my worth is measured in how much I can lose, is exhilarating.
Exploring the depths of submission has taught me more about myself than any other journey. Here's to hoping my wallet agrees with my desires for the coming year.