after all of the shitty days that happened to me. THANK YOU JESUS for making my mood better with listening and meeting George 🥹 my heart is so full. eventho the pict is a bit shaky bcs the security guard is pushing my time, it's still a great memory🥹
if it’s not for me, God please take all the feelings, the longing, the hope quickly. open my heart and my eyes to the fact that it’s not meant for me. i’m so tired of this situation. let me be happy and content
INI BENAR SEKALI
ACEH belum selesai. Seminggu yg lalu tim Hanyengkuyun Sumatera-nya kami ke sana. Intinya aceh jauuuh dr selesai. Jangankan utk bekerja, utk kembali ke rumah saja mereka gk tau kapan. Hidup normal, bertetangga, bekerja, masih mimpi.
Sayangnya algoritm sosmed memilih hal lain drpd Aceh. Di bawah saya rangkum bbrp rekam kamera/kejadian dr teman² kemarin:
Interaksi dgn warga, mrk blm ada bantuan recovery untk rumah. Jd sampai skr masih byk bgt yg msh tinggal di pengungsian dg kondisi berdebu pekat, sanitasi tdk memadahi. Bahkan td ada kerbau di dalam rumah warga mati udah 2 bln blm bs di evakuasi. Sepanjang jalan tdk terlihat alat berat yg bantu untk bersihkan lumpur atau tumpukan puing dan batang pohon
Anak² masih minum air keruh. Yg bahkan sdh direbus. Air lho ini. Kebutuhan dasar 😞
Di Tamiang kota ada sorang ibu yg minta nomer tim kami minta di bantu alat² per warungan krn semuanya hanyut. Sbelumnya mereka jualan ayam geprek, lontong sayur dll. Bisa jd ini jenis bantuan yg belum trpikirkan sama sekali.
if i’m being someone
i would love me very much. this big yet not very brave woman deserve a lot, more than her insecurities, her suppressing emotions, her trauma and everything that makes her feel small. it takes a huge courage and honest love, so that’s why it’s hard to find