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rina | about my life with personality disorder | 19, enfp

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my super power is high sensitivity. l live in a very deep word, but i love this. yes, it is very strange, but my life is strange.

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@dragonsilences it's true.

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My tools:
- Deepseek — for text, summaries, structure
- Flashka — turns files into tests
- Quizlet — for languages
- My own brain + hands + lots of notebooks (mechanical memory)

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I stopped using toxic study apps (YPT, planners). Now I use a regular clock + a notebook with a to-do list. No fixed times — just windows for rest whenever I need them.

My golden ratio: 45/15 Pomodoro. Short enough to stay focused, long enough to actually get into the work.

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TW: mental health
No, structural dissociation is NOT 'Split'. Not crazy.
It feels like an inner dialogue. Your self splits into pieces. For me — no memory loss, just different parts (teenager, gardener, child). That‘s how I live. Not a disorder. Just a different shape of mind.

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Three months of therapy vs one song — that’s how it feels sometimes.
I have structural dissociation. Different parts of me listen to different music. But there are songs that hit the child part — not just heavy, fully triggering. Mitski‘s 'Class of 2013' is one of them.

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@dragonsilences That’s literally why I’m designing headphones with asymmetric control — so you never have to choose. One side for music, one side for the world. Or both. Or none. Your call.

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@sofaygoszn This. That‘s why I‘m designing headphones with asymmetric control. You talk — you just turn down one side. No removing, no choosing.

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@emayw166932 прямо сейчас я страдаю по девушке, которая страдает по бывшей, я ебала рот

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maybe, love isn't my strength, but i have a beautiful notebook with kitten

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my new notebook. i love it. 13 sections. every kitten is magical friend. every kitten reflects my condition, my mood

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@kumxem about my ptsd

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@Katrina_avg я думаю это правильно

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@heart_jpg can i say minsung?

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@gabi_crlima Just pet me

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@kevindaykisser мне два человека подряд говорили, что не судят по внешности И В ИТОГЕ УДАЛЯЛИ СО МНОЙ ЧАТ ПОСЛЕ МОЕЙ ФОТКМ

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@rowenjkey just about ur life bro

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@itsyusign just lee know.

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@soheevile FUCK YEAH

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@alexanderdiez @mdmahtml с точки зрения грамматики это неправильно, получается предложение без основы

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@MaraSirShar нет матов, мало грамматических ошибок... 2/5.. это писали не вы