For anyone that needs to see this.
Stop hating,
Find something good to put your energy into and build something great.
Love yourself.
Rate yourself.
Respect yourself.
We all die soon.
Seeing the @K9_Esports_ steam groupbrings back good memories from playing CS comp, even though I didn't play comp for a long time and issues outside of gaming made me go in and out of teams quite a bit, I still had a lot of fun and is something I'll hold on to for a long time.