chaos inflicted upon you should always be met with more chaos. it’s only when you’re able to institute chaos that people will respect your peace. just the way of the world.
"You know what I learned losing that duel? I learned that I'II never win. Not that way. That's their game, their rules. I'm not going to fight them, I'm going to fuck them. That's what I know, that's what I am. And only by admitting what we are can we get what we want."
genuine desire will make a woman take money from a rich man and go spend it with her broke boyfriend because she’s into HIM. you cannot negotiate genuine desire.
it’s why a woman’s greatest love is often the man who treats her the worst. she’ll never leave him because she keeps on fantasising about how she can change him. and in the moments where he behaves, it’s like a massive dopamine rush. the life of a hamster in a wheel.
You really gotta start living life on your own terms man. People are so much engrossed by their own lives they rarely think about you as much as you think they do. You don't matter on the grand scheme of thing.