CookieCrumbles♡

edtwt - My Diary // Bulimic // 19 // ♡ Height: 170cm ✨️// Weight: working on it 😭 Please Nobody find this account

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Ohhh istg if I'm not gw by xmas I'm gunna be the fat fuck flying off this roof

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I'm genuinely so sick of eating broo I gotta start fasting again

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Okay I'm hella addicted to these snack bars and Ik they are probs so bad for me but they are only 87 calories per bar and ontop of that too I'm still losing weight while eating them and I think my body has gotten smaller since eaten them. Idk bro, they feel unhealthy buttttt

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Just had a nightmare about someone weighing themselves and being 39.6kgs and calling themselves super fat - even dream me was crashing out

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Me trying to work out if I can reach my ugw by the new year

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The 3 day Binge/Purge in the start of August is Nessasary for the process I say as I'm dragging into oblivion

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Whyyy did I binge bro now I just feel sick and sore and gross and overall FATTT omg girl I'm such a piggy

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Binging on a day you have work <<<<<<

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@deermadz 6kgs 😔😔😔 could have been worse but could have been better 😔😔😔😔😔😔

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Cravings****

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Binge Day but damn it's painful idk if this is a flex or not but I'm so full and I've barely had anything. My carvings were just too bad today so I had to cave. The food I've eaten is so hella mid tho ugh what a wasteee

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My friend said I looked tired today and damn was she right.

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This Binge just sucks I just feel sick and stressed and the food is mid my body hurts so bad I can feel my stomach swelling and my fat weighing me down. I'm so mentally exhausted 😭😭😭

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Omgg water retention kyss

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I seriously just gotta go I will lose weight so much faster if I do 😭😭

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I gotta avoid skinny fat tho, I'm losing weight by starving thankfully, but I still notice my hips and back have so much fat, and the only way to get rid of that is if I actually go back to the gym butttt I feel embarrassed to go bcus I haven't been in like 3 months

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Aw yeah I ate like 1000 calories today roughly, step on the scale expected to be up but I actually lost weight let's goo, cross fingers I wake up tmrw skinnier I'm so glad to be dropping weight again last week was so annoying it was all maintenance 😭

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Not the best day probably because I'm feeling all depressed 😭 Totally binged out on these cookies idk how many calories they were and I'm too scared to check. I didn't take any diet pills today and I threw up the cookies but I'm still very certain imma be waking up tmrw heavier

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The Bulimia is definitely bulimiaing thank god 😭😭😭

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starving is so easy actually when you‘re not mentally hungry but physically like yea grumbl grumbl idc stomach but when my mind wants food? its over