on most days, you really just have to romanticize the smallest of things to find light in life. in my case, i tell myself i like doing laundry because it meant that i went to places & did many things. i lived, so i had to do my laundry.
Although I'm ok with being single, i can't wait to actually meet someone who's actually interested in me. The constant crave of wanting to talk, asking about my day, my feelings, sharing laughter & being heard is so rare nowadays. Nobody communicates anymore. Real is Rare.
So glad I learned how to turn this off. Spiritually its a form of mental bondage. Lot's wife turned into a pillar of salt for this and that's what you are when you become a slave to nostalgia. Renew your mind daily. All you ever have is the present. Be where your feet are.
unspoken words are brain parasites that control your behaviour in subtle ways. they feed on desire and engorge themselves. the only way to rid them is to speak them, completing their reproductive cycle
i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore
life is actually about the small things like going on walks and laughing with your friends and listening to your mom talk about the things she loves & taste your favorite food