neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr let excitement make you announce things prematurely. stay low-key and move silently until your results can't be denied. Evil eye is real
Ya Rab. There's something inside me that scares me. It consumes me. My nafs overtakes me. And I fail you, Again and again. I feel so lonely, Only you know my every thought, every sadness, every pain. You see it, only you understand me. Ya Rab save me from my darkness.
Did you know? ONCE you commit a sin, Allah gives you 6HOURS for you to repent so the angels won't write it down. Yet we still complain Allah is merciful.
I feel like I am losing myself in this dunya. May Allah make it easy for me. But I keep asking myself..how do I stop becoming attached to this dunya and to the people of this dunya? Even though I seek help through salah and patience, whenever I go among people......
You're not reading this by accident.
This is your confirmation. You're going to make it. No matter what it looks like right now. Allah is going to renew your faithfulness. So hold on, be strong and don't give up. You are next in line for your miracle.
I saw a beautiful quote today:
"Never limit your prayers because you think you are sinful or undeserving. You are not praying because of who you are; you are praying because of who He is, and He is the One whose mercy and love for you are endless."
I say, "I've left it to Allah," and genuinely mean it, but then I catch myself making dua for it all day, praying extra nafl, and overthinking it again. The battle between tawakkul and desire is no joke. 😭