I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who's genuinely excited about you. life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.
I cannot express this enough but I LOVEEEE contributing time to making myself look good. Whether it’s hair, nails, skin, make up, or working out. It’s the best.
I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways. Maybe not an easy life. But through protection,provision, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
Everyone talks about distancing yourself from someone, but no one talks about the grief in having to stand firm on a decision knowing it's not what you want, but it's what you need for your and THEIR well being.
and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's with someone who thinks about how their actions affect me,someone who considers my feelings before making choices and values my peace as much as their own because I'm not here to survive love again, I'm here to finally live it