ny'kole

I'm a curious mami (to 5 kiddos) with some questions...here for fun, to vent, clear my mind as I please. #moms #answers #random #whoKnows #nomakeup #darkskin

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

In 3 days, it'll be a month our whole lives changed...I wish you left me a remedy to this...I dreamt for the first time about you last night since it all, I still Need you...You've been Crowned (your grandsons),Rest Beautifully Mama,You Are So Love❤️ #weWoreYourFavoriteColor #RIP

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

So much was suppose to be accomplished with you here with me, by my side...even though I know you still are with me daily, with so many reminders of You❤️‍🩹

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

So today marks 1 year since you've been gone, here, from me...

That phone call feels like yesterday. I still wish it was all a bad dream...

Forever in my heart, my mind.
We Love you so much, and I want to make you proud.

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

First Mother's day without Mama.

These holidays, days... definetly aren't getting easier without her. I keep telling myself this is her first mother's day back with her mother again (gramma)... helps a little I guess.

Love you Ma,

Chocolate
#1stwithoutMom #2ndwithoutMy5

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

But what if I didn't have that option...BS... something definitely needs to be fixed with that setup.

Damage done to customer & things in their world, while the companies keep on moving along & profiting without concern.

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

So tired of being screwed over... Thank you @SamsClub for the screwover this week... doesn't even bat an eye...

Attempt to get gas... doesn't work for whatever reason, yet the money is pulled (over a hundred ofc) & whatever bill pays I had setup on that account just bounce...

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Money not released until whenever.

Among @QuikTrip @caseysgenstore & all other companies this happens with.

The fact it was pulled but didn't even allow me to get gas is the kicker...

Had to go to another establishment & use another card to get gas in my car...

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

1st Babygirl is #14 now!
They're all growing soooo fast.
People say, "it was just like yesterday," but dang..it holds true.

Been a heck of a year & she has been my rock, biggest supporter/Cheerleader throughout Everything. I'll forever cherish that.

Happy Birthday Baby.

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Life moves by fast (even if it doesn't seem like it in that moment)... and then, you're Gone.

Make well with your time & whom you choose to spend it with.
#FoodForThought

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Thinking...as usual...
Before my birthday next month..
I can legit say how I've been a #Mom half of my life now...
Feels like...in vain at this point.
My whole life... constant screwovers..

I know there's still hope..
But the hurt I've lived through this year...loss for words.

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Babyboy is #15 now... sheeesh!
I be trying to stay caught up on these things (social media ig)

Glad you were where you wanted to be for your Bday & hope it was a Good one!
#1stinGAaway
(Video he sent me from his bday, rocking his mom's favorite color 💚 he missed me☺️)

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

@pulte Need.

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Today marks 1 month mama... it's crazy how I saw you... but still can't believe you're gone... I Love you. ❤️

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

My (1st) babyboy is 17 now...

Happy you enjoyed your Birthday (#3rd)

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

https://t.co/CoXDMTqM8U

[Pop Base @PopBase]

‘The Little Mermaid’ live-action has already surpassed the global total of the 1989 original in one week of release. ($250m)

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

My babies are all, growing up...
Now babygirl is a 7yo. My oldest turns 17 next month! These past few years definitely floated by. Here's to my babygirl Paiz 7th birthday! Another year around the sun☀️ keep on Paiz'n 👶🏾❤️ rep'n #Afrounicorn 🤎🦄

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

After being pulled over while working on a #delivery ...it hits different... just see the situation play out on repeat... feels like as soon as I drive anywhere I'm just going to get pulled over... just for being on the road, for no reason. #doordash #unlawfulpullover

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

After finishing up with me, he ( #PoliceOfficer ) offered to help me get to my customer's location...I feel degraded, wtf would I want your assistance now?

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

Been doing courier type jobs for over 6yrs now... this was the first time I've gotten pulled over doing just that, because i couldn't see the home address & had to circle back around. It's expected ig, shouldn't be surprised #lawfulpullover #unlawfulpullover #copharrasment

[ny'kole @curi0usMami]

He brought up criminals...yes of course, that's who he's supposed to be handling. After learning what I was doing he could've stopped harassing me but of course not... offered him to follow me to my customers even...I can't catch a break at all #Invisible