he was the same age anyway and we were just kids so I don't think it was actually anything bad, just kinda upset that nobody would believe me or care enough to do something.
you are not a bad person just for expressing that you don't really feel any sort of connection with someone and it was kind of an "in the moment" feeling. much rather that than some bullshit excuses
i'm also annoyed with myself because I freaked out and tried to offer a bunch of solutions for him to stay, we ended up agreeing to chat casually. its very clear he's bored of me, why bother to engage back? so you don't seem like a bad person?
It really is just so crazy to me. then the next day he proceeds to tell me it was due to family issues? it really isn't that hard to straight up tell me you didn't find what you were looking for in our time of talking
"I promise you its not you its me", "I thought it'll be better to end anything that would've happened before I hurt you more". I read his message with the straightest fucking face ever I was just annoyed. how are you going to pussy out of something that you initiated yourself?