@PROMIISEDREAMER And... I tried..."
She pauses again, rubbing her arm before continuing again
"I... I still feel it... I tried, and it... I ripped my own arm off trying to open the hatch.."
She says. Shaking more than ever before. Before she just. Stops
"... Can I tell you later, Ari...?"
@PROMIISEDREAMER And I..."
She pauses. Shaking a bit as she holds her.
"... I had to kill them. A lot of them, even. Even a mynah... And they were... Aggressive, I couldn't even get close without them trying to tear me apart.
And I... I don't even remember, but I got to the Penrose. And.-
@PROMIISEDREAMER "I felt when I remembered what I did... I felt like I... I don't know how to even explain it."
She said. As she would just. Shakily hug her. Her legs were even shaking... She looked like she was gonna fall over.
"... Just hold me, Ari. I need it... I need it so badly.."
@PROMIISEDREAMER Elster would take a deep breath. Trying to calm herself as she nodded to Ari. Eventually just resting her head on her shoulder, still crying but. Softer now. She felt. So much better.
"... Thank you, Ariane. I... You have no clue how much I missed you... And how... Horrid-
@PROMIISEDREAMER She said happily. Well, as happy as one can be right now. As she would once again just hug her and rub her hand along her back.
"... And I don't care what happened, I don't care if I'm seeing things or. I finally died. I just wanted to be with you again... And I am... Thank you"
@PROMIISEDREAMER "... I remember I... I had to kill you. And I did...."
She pauses. Starting to tear up more, before continuing
"... After, I managed to get here and... I think you helped me forget I did that to you. Because I forgot until recently. But... Now you're back..."-
@PROMIISEDREAMER Start to calm down a little. However, she was still crying. As she would just. Hug her as tight as she could. Although. She did ask in between her c ying.
"... Do you... Not remember anything, Ari...?"
@PROMIISEDREAMER She barely even heard her over her sobs. Just, continuing to hold her and hug her as tight as she could. As if, if she dared to let go, she'd lose her again.
"... Ari I... Thought I lost you.... I couldn't... Ive been here alone so long..."
She said, as she would, finally-
@PROMIISEDREAMER "Ariane... Ari... I miss... Missed you so..."
She could barely even speak. Soul crushing bawls coming from her, as she just. Hugged and sobbed like a child into her lovers shoulder. She remembers... She killed her. But. She's back, somehow.
....
All that matters is she's back
@PROMIISEDREAMER "... Ari..."
She doesn't even do anything else. She just immediately jumps at her, grabbing her and hugging her so tightly, she midway through got worried she'd kill her lover. But she couldn't help herself. Immediately starting to bawl her eyes out and just. Hold her.