Functional depression is real.
You work, joke around, take care of people around you. But mentally you are drowning in your own thoughts and nobody knows it.
I highly recommend having hobbies cause it distracts you from falling in love unnecessarily, and I have an explanation. An ideal mind always mistakes loneliness with love, but busy minds have standards, because when most of your days are filled with things like lifting, creating, reading, learning things like that, you stop chasing people for excitement, because we have a really bad habit of romanticizing every bit of attention that we get. Even if it was not not directed at us with the same intensity of intention, most of the time you are simply wanting something to do.Instead of the feel that you're confusing with wanting.And I strongly believe that best relationships are built when two complete lives meet instead of two bored people who try to become each other's hobby, the interdependence in that situation would create the pressure which finally would become the reason for the eventual breakdown.
Espero para el dia que me mensajes, para poder ignorarte como tu ignoras, para poder dejarte en visto tu me dejas a mi, para que sientas lo que yo siento: que ya no te importo, que soy reemplazable.