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••(Digital diary)••(Life posting, vent and food pictures)••(22)••

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

I’m trying mantaince/semirecovery.
I won't think about it too much, just adding a snack and having something extra/bugger portions in my meals if I want to. At the end, I'm the one in charge of my decision, there's no longer no one to influence me

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Could someone tell me:
• How does it feel to be hungry?
• How does it feel to be full?

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

I hope recovery brings me a hair full of hair to dye with beautiful colors, enough energy to get piercings and have them heal, and shiny skin that can handle nice tattoos full of meaning
🙏

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

I think I started the recovery journey without realizing it, and that's kind of the point, isn't it?
Still wander around but the glimpses of life make me want to continue this path

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Do you get hunger cues back ever? How can you distinguish if is real hunger, a craving, or anxiety?

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@silky_milk_tea Bro is looking stunning, tell me why your skin looks so soft

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Greek yogurt, chocolate-flavored protein powder, cocoa, honey, walnuts, plus fruit >>> 10/10 combo

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Perception is weird.
I look at myself and think I'm average.
If I compare to other people I see on Pinterest, I can't tell the difference, yet everyone around me says I look like a skeleton...

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@wonderlandfilly I’m saving this, you always come up with such nice ideas

[violet 🫐 twilight sparkle of recoverytwt @jellyrecovering]

hello everypony i just wanted to say how proud i am of everyone. i love you all so much even if we aren’t mutuals or you aren’t in recovery. you are all so much more than your eds, you are all PEOPLE, who i care about so much. go live the life your ed is scared of. you got this💗

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Sweetest watermelon acquired today 🍉 ♥️

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@wonderlandfilly Why? The outfit looks amazing and you seem excited to wear it, that's a go for it in my terms.
You can do it

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

A part of me wants to keep engaging with the disorder fully till I finally die, and the other wants to live a life full of adventures and joy

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Eating is exhausting

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@wonderlandfilly Love the purple yogurt

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

TW: B0dyCh3ck

Trying to build muscle, current state

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Do I still look skinny or am I average now?

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Anxiety may be kicking my ass but I still going

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

Breakfast inspired by @wonderlandfilly
Tiramisu parfait

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@fillysthoughts My DMs are open if you need to talk, although sometimes rest is just what we need 🫂

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@fillysthoughts Remember it’s a journey and is full of ups and downs not linear. Don't let a slip-up ruin your happiness.
Working out is great if it comes from a place of enjoyment, feeling strong, etc. You just need more energy to fuel them correctly
Take care, you are doing great keep going

[☾••(MooN)••☾ @D3DMoonlight]

@rainyoats Tomorrow is tiramisu Thursday... I'm just saying