It all started with a little light spanking.
But that is not where it ended for you.
You don’t need to understand how it happened, you only need to accept that without even realising, you’ve been programmed to want to hurt and humiliate yourself.
The thought of Daddy not seeing you inflict upon yourself and not being able to get His attention and approval would be devastating to you.
Now look at the camera and show Daddy those tears of joy and suffering.