WTF IS WRONG WITH ME! I FALL INTO THE SAME TRAP AND GET MY HOPES UP AND THEN GET MY HEART BROKEN. I KNOW IT WAS WRONG AND A VERY BAD IDEA BUT IT STILL HURTS, THE REJECTION, THE UNCARING ATTITUDE. I KNOW I'M IN A BETTER PLACE NOW BUT IT STILL HURTS. ONE-SIDED ATTRACTIONS HURT
He hasn't reciprocated those thoughts but he has a girlfriend and I'm married so he's just trying to be good and not mess up relationships, but I want to get to a place where I can tell him I want to kiss him and my husband is okay with it....I just want to kiss him nothing else
@AnthonyMackie we went to NCSA together, you probably wouldn't remember me although you did invite me to go to Mardi Gras with you, I wish I'd taken you up on that but I was a naive teenager. I've been following all your work for years and I'm so happy for you