@tallmetommy@MrBeast My mom is weird and doesn't know how to answer a phone half the time. I can go DAYS without her picking up.
The 'father that I adopted' though, it won't matter what time it is, that man will always answer.
New roomie gets home a little later than me when we leave pool tournaments. So she bust up in here close to 3am, to find me in the kitchen with Kevin Gates blaring from my computer drinking a Dos Equis in the middle of the kitchen while cooking gyros...
Yesterday was a surprise. Iβd been chasing someone for a while and finally had a βdateβ with them. The night ended with pool and a kiss and I was smiling the whole way home. Between that happening and finally moving to my house - maybe things are lining up.
I feel like life is getting a bit more positive finally. Roomie and I have a groove that works so it's been good. I've been enjoying my social life. I finally decided to put myself back out there again. I signed a lease on a new house. Things are getting better...
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate doing my monthly shots for this autoimmune disease? I seriously wish someone could find a cure or I'd permanently go into remission.
It is what it is though. Iβm managing better. I still go on my tangents occasionally butβ¦as much as I miss my old life I have to recognize it wasnβt for me. Someone is out there for me.
Life update - I am doing better in a sense. I picked up a roommate which actually has been working phenomenally. Lost my job last month due to my depression and have been doing door dash/uber for money which actually pays better than my job did. I am trying.
But I think Iβm honed my circle a little better it seems. I tried to βbe normalβ, move forward with life. It doesnβt work and consumed me too much to function. I have to fix myself my way. Which causes frustration for myself and people around me but works for me.