Another year added today. Another year passed. Still feels hollow. Supposed to feel something today. I don’t. Some days are meant to be special. This one feels heavy. Time moved forward. I’m not sure I did. Not happier, not stronger. Just more aware of how empty it feels.
Just thinking about this. Masa I jobless, I tried working in retail, masa tu my knowledge or experiences tak matter at all. I was nothing compare to this people on their feet long hours doing their work expertly. It humbled me. Semua orang yg cari rezeki hebat.
Sometimes Allah delays the answer just to keep you close, to hear your voice, to teach you patience, to build your trust. The wait is part of the love.