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I think I am going to threads full time… I keep scrolling and just seeing awful people and their tweets… not sure I can take it anymore…. Bye bye

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I am so sick of this fucking eye twitch I have had for months! It is going to drive me mad!!

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@smiles146 Nope… I’m in bed at 6

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Not having a good morning.

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Boo working on a Saturday is lame!

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Just about to have a panic attack… fun times

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After crying while cooking dinner I decided to come to the school meeting about the trip and see if there is a possible glimmer of hope of sloane being able to go.

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You think your doing ok in life u til you can’t send your kid on the DC trip with her school that her best friend can just go on no problem… fucking being poor and bad with money

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This was so fun to see since this is one of Sloane’s favorite bands!!

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Stray Kids Honor *NSYNC's 'Bye Bye Bye' with Performance at the American Music Awards 50th Anniversary https://t.co/6pNCzbloIR

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Going for a walk just after dark is amazing… I don’t have to worry about anyone else walking or being out and looking at me! I was able to walk quickly without distraction. It was a perfect walk. Plus I can try and look in peoples windows 😝

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Sloane’s volleyball game is in Stanwood on Saturday… sooooo I am thinking we need a fun trip to Camano Island!!! @smiles146 please tell me the things we need to check out!!

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I can’t sleep… I can’t pay attention to ANYTHING to distract myself! I just wanna cry and scream and talk for hours to someone, anyone who could help me understand. I just feel so fucking lost

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I don’t know how to do this fucking parenting thing!! I feel like I am failing at every turn!! I just want Sloane to be happy and carefree. I just want to be happy and care free… why is it all so fucking hard and confusing and upsetting!!!!

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I am so fucking grumpy right now!!

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Cool cool cool… let Sloane go to football game with a friend. Pretty sure her phone died… but it is now 12:30… it hasn’t been turned back on and I something STRESSED!!! I always get a goodnight text when she is gone. Something I going to sleep now? Ugh ugh ugh

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Watched Terrifier 1&2 to prepare for the third one… weird we haven’t watched these before. 😝

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Jesus… I laid down in bed and suddenly have HORRIBLE cramps. I guess I gotta get a heating pad and some pain meds. Yuck. Fingers crossed I don’t wake up to a mess 😝

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I can’t fucking wait till it is cold enough to cuddle under a blanket… I can’t sleep and I realized (after ah hr) that my fan isn’t fully facing me and that’s why I was uncomfy. Plus a headache… plus cuts on my hands from work bothering me 😭😭😭

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I might actually be done with TikTok cause they fucking make you sit on a live for like 10 seconds or more before you can keep scrolling!!! Fucking bullshit

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I wish I could just realize that it’s all ok and just kids learning to have relationships. We are too boring, too anti social, too lazy, too unmotivated, too poor, too reactive, too dramatic… all ways in which I feel like I am failing.

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Every single day my child comes to me with a different friend worry, that I reassure her about, and then proceed to spin in my brain all the ways I raised her wrong. I’m doing my fucking best and I don’t know what else to do.