I love Christmas so much! I like to have my decorating mostly done by Thanksgiving so I can spend all of December focusing on the true spirit of giving. Not that any of this matters anyway, but it’s a lot of work to cram into just one month. The day after Halloween is fair game.
The FBI is the CIA's domestic equivalent and protector in the US. Targets can never expect the FBI to investigate the CIA and targeting seriously. They both engage in gangstalking and experiments on and torture of American citizens. Both the CIA and the FBI are, in essence, anti-American.
I suppose there's a distinction between admiration and self-preservation, words and behavior, and the image we want others to believe versus the character we actually demonstrate.
He can spend so much energy protecting the man he believes himself to be that he destroys the very relationship with the person who saw something worthwhile in him.
And perhaps that's the greatest loss, not that someone failed to live up to another person's admiration, but that they were given the opportunity to become better and chose instead to protect the version of themselves they never wanted questioned.
In an effort to protect his self-image, he may sacrifice someone else's emotional well-being rather than face the uncomfortable truths about himself. The irony is that he clings so tightly to preserving a version of himself that may not be nearly as admirable as he believes. 🖤🙏
A man who refuses to confront his own insecurities, take accountability, or let go of his fragile ego can end up destroying the very person he claims to admire.