12:31 A.M.
Solemnly typing words because it's really hard to accept that being exhausted is not always about being tired physically but also emotionally and mentally. Even though you can't locate the reason why, you feel sadness in your heart and that's what makes it all bad.
It's okay for me to be insulted, what I really don't like at that time is that my mothers' presence. I feel embarassed for her. My mother raised me for who I am and doon ko lang naramdaman na napahiya ko nanay ko sa ibang tao. Sana lamang hindi na maulit ang ganitong pangyayari.
I mean okay, I understand her situation and I really feel sorry for her. My mother even said that "we understand and it's okay" but the way she looked at me , I feel insulted and she just literally go straight to her table walking away from us.