@stellaanalyzes I felt this same way starting too but rn I low-key prefer python to sql and excel. It's so easy. You just need to understand it's language
I will literally be asleep and I will wake up around 1am in the midnight and the first thing that will come to my mind is โGod when will I get a job, please answer my prayersโ likeee it's crazy
barely talk
lover boy
not friendly
reserved
overthinker
avoids problem
doesn't smoke
doesn't drink
circle small
phone 24/7
believe in God
love my family
don't like crowds
hates parties
phone dry
love music
ambivert
drowning in my thoughts
I once overheard someone saying โif you ever see me having fun, donโt think I have money, Iโm just living way above my meansโ and real ๐ญ๐ญ
Iโm not in my best mental health right now. Life is so full of burdens and pressures that I no longer find my favourite things exciting. Lately, I havenโt asked for much. I woke up every day wanting and hoping to be okay.