๐บ๐ธ Donald Trump is now being ranked among the Top 3 U.S. Presidents by some rankings.
Do you believe he truly deserves a place in the Top 3 ?
A. Yes, absolutely
B. No, I don't think so
๐จ OMG...President Trump just put a reporter in her place.
REPORTER: Are you ready to go to war with Chicago?
TRUMP: When you say that, darling, that's fake news. Listen. Be QUIET. Listen. You don't listen, you never listen. That's why you're second rate. We're not going to war...we're gonna clean cities up so they don't kill 5 people every weekend. That's not war - that's COMMON SENSE.
FOLLOW ME, THE NEXT DROP WILL BE SHOCKING.
When we were literally minutes from starting chemo yesterday, the doctor came in and told us Rowan has subtype 3.
That changes everything.
The plan we had finally started to accept over the last few weeks is now off the table. The radiation-sparing approach is gone, and radiation is now the first option.
We are devastated. We are still shell shocked. I did not think we had any tears left, and then somehow more came last night and throughout the night.
But 22 hours later, we are trying to stand back up and trust God MORE.
Yesterday I posted that our plans change, but God doesnโt. I believe that. I am clinging to that. But I would be lying if I said this has not knocked the wind out of us. Jennifer and I are emotionally and physically sick.
The plan right now looks like six weeks in New York where Rowan will receive radiation every day, Monday through Friday, along with chemo. After that, it sounds like he will get about a month break and then begin six months of chemo in Hartford.
As of today, they are still waiting on more answers, so please pray God gives the doctors wisdom. We still need clarity. We still need direction. We still need God to lead every step.
I have had several conversations with the Lord through the night. I have a lot of questions. I do not understand why the plan changed like this. But maybe God knows something we donโt? Maybe Rowan was going to need radiation anyway? Maybe this means a bigger miracle so all glory goes to God?
Right now, we are also trying to figure out logistics for our whole family. Six weeks away (home on weekends) is a lot to process. Rowan wants Mom at times and Dad at times. He seems angry with us, takes it out on us, and just wants to go home. We may be able to go home today, and we are praying for that.
He did sleep pretty well last night in spite of the pain, so thank you for praying. We are praying for some good days soon.
Please keep praying for Rowan.
Please pray for wisdom for the doctors.
Please pray for strength for Jennifer and me.
Please pray for our other kids as we try to figure out what this new road looks like for our family.
Please pray that God would give Rowan supernatural strength and courage.
We are hurting badly, but we are still trusting the Lord.
Letโs Go Row Row