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Today my son told me he was scared because he didn't want me to be worried about him. "I'm not scared for me, I'm scared for you."
It broke my heart.
I told him it's part of the job of being a parent, it's part of loving your kids. I asked him to let me do my job.
"I need some job security kid, threatening to take over my tasks. You're almost as bad as AI."
He snorted.
Sometimes I forget that being a kid who loves their parent can be just as tough, if not more in some ways. The powerlessness is heavier.
I don't get to stream much. Stream was going well, lots of people showed up. I was having fun. The collab was about to start.
But my kid started messaging me frantically through discord. So I stopped.
Because no matter what, when they need me, I will always drop everything.
Being a streamer when you have multiple high-needs children is really difficult. I am thankful for everyone who has stuck by me through the years despite my nearly constant hiatus. It means the world to me, truly.
Especially since you can respect above all else that I will always be a mom first.